The gender I want to be is “Majestic Unicorn of unclear gender/sex, but decidedly statuesque in bearing”
You can see how it would be difficult for me to transition in any meaningful way
Look more into a dolphin-plasty.
I want to ship of theseus my flesh prison with the cold certainty of steel.
nanite swarm is the ideal, maybe some days i wake up and feel like being a fridge with an ice dispenser
You could always find a medusa head to get that statuesque bearing
Hmm. Wonder if Lemmy has a Voidpunk community. Because that’s exactly what this is.
Edit: there is! Kind of. Link to the forbidden zone because it has background info. https://www.reddit.com/r/voidpunk/comments/14j3m78/trying_to_start_a_voidpunk_hive_at/
Seems to be more of a Masto community.
Also holy shit, Reddit harrassed me to use the app (I’m on a computer, I literally can’t) until I used old.reddit – It got even worse in this past year that I haven’t touched it.
What if I transition, and I’m still miserable? Because for all the affirmation, at the end of it I’ll remain, myself. And I fucking hate myself
Sounds like it’s time for someone to discover fur affinity!
You know, Slowpoke is one of my favourite pokémon. [winks]
What if you want to be an incomprehensible mass of circuits and blinking lights
With cool lasers that go BZZZZZHT BZZZHHTTT
Serial Experiments Lain type beat
Sounds like you need a fursona!
Way ahead of you there. (cw: Furry/pony content. SFW unless you log in though)
A fellow trans-human.
Furry fandom?
In that case it would rather sound like Therian or Otherkin.
The defining aspect of Therian or Otherkin was that (when I paid attention to the hilarious arguments), like transgender individuals, they believe they are genuinely the ‘other’ that they are transitioning to and are stuck in human bodies, while furries just want to be that ‘other,’ whatever it is.
Yes. Check the instance I’m from lmao.
UwU
:3
This feels like a lovecraftian story. You gained forbidden knowledge but lost your humanity in exchange.
Im definitely not. Im not sure I would to look different than my best self (young, perfect health, in great shape) but maybe a few genetic tweaks might not be bad (can’t tan, need glasses, etc). But like the only reason I would want to be like a dragon man would be for the super powers. If I could get superpowers and look like myself I would more likely take that. Honestly im not even sure I care what I am. Im pretty in my head so if I was like a ghost but could otherwise communicate and interact with everything I think I would be fine with it. Granted might miss food and sex but if the urges/cravings were not present im not so sure I would.
They say you should listen to my inner child, and when I was a very young child I wanted to be a caterpillar. So far I’m accomplishing this by doing fuck all but eat and sleep.
Maybe I’m less like Franz Kafka than I thought, however I believe I should give it a little more time (just in case metamorphosis is around the corner).I believe you could be Kafka’s stunt double with your writing.
Gregor Samsa, maybe not.
metamorphise into what butterflies metamorphise away from
“ow you dont need that form? can i hav?”
Society places great importance upon the configuration of fleshy appendages.
I have come to this state.
To be fair, it is the richest, deepest cosmic existential horror I have ever experienced. And I’ve experienced a lot of rich, deep cosmic existential horror.
