Basically the sister question of that other post here…
I tried to add my frustration there, but i think it’s suited here more. I’m a terrible candidate with no money, properties and almost zero social skills and that will never change. Even my own family thinks I don’t act like a human being. No wonder I’m eternally alone.
Been too busy with university and work to dedicate time to finding someone. Plus, I’ve been broke for a long time so no cash to hang out and do stuff. Now, I’m living at home helping my mom and dad now that both of them don’t work due to my dad having a condition and my mom helping him. So, yeah, got no time, money, or energy to bother looking.
I only did middle school and I wonder if my life would had been “better” if I went to college. I’m too dumb and weird for it, so I don’t see the point. Never had a dream or a direction as an adult so it doesn’t make sense to me.
Your mind is broken. Fix that shit. Get positive. Find a dream and direction, and go for it with everything you’ve got. Someone will see that passion and follow you. But you’ve really got to fix your mind, stop thinking so negatively about yourself. Positive self talk only. You are what you think, that shit becomes your reality. So think positive, dream up something big, and go for it. You only get to live this life once, don’t just sit there feeling bad for yourself, make this ride as interesting as you can for yourself, you are in control of it.