I completely stopped caring about 2 years ago, I realized I was never going to do anything with my good look and that I will never get into a relationship in my life, so I just figured out “what’s the point then, I’m already invisible to women?” And I don’t care about my health tbh…
Since I don’t have kids or my own family I could just disappear and nothing would happen. No, I’m not thinking about extreme stuff to end my life, I just stopped caring and now eat a lot and drink.
If I’m going to be alone and feeling sad, at least let me eat something good and greasy. Still, I’m just 100 KG at 34 years old right now, just skinny fat… For now.
I’m not sure your steppin’ in what I’m putting down. You don’t need children or anyone else. You need to do some serious housekeeping before you invite anyone else over. And if you can find happiness within yourself you need to seek help. Any expectation that others are going to want to care about someone that doesn’t care about themselves is highly fallacious.
Goals for your happiness. You know, ones that aren’t about other people?